Photos w Crushie! ♥

 

 

Yup, I covered our faces there because of some... hehe! Anyways, that's during our PE Interclass where he's the player and I'm his fangirl slash teammate slash photographer slash girlfriend. And the last part was just a joke. Lol. *kilig*

 

What's w the umbrella thing?

There is this old manong (redundant? hehe) tricycle driver here in our village na I always ride on his tricycle tuwing palabas ako. Ilang times ko na din siya nasasakyan everytime I go outside. The last time was early this morning then yesterday din. And you know what he's always asking me? "May dala ka bang payong?" Same question everytime I ride on his tricycle. Minsan minumukaan niya pa ko bago magtanong. Tas pag tinitigan niya ko, I already know what's next. Then I'll answer him, "Meron po, nasa bag ko." "Aah, buti naman. Sige."

I can still remember nung unang tinanong niya ko about it. I don't think  that's the first time I ride on his tricycle, but it's the first time he asked me about my umbrella. And not only my umbrella, but some realizations for me, I guess.

Manong Driver:"May payong ka ba, ne?" (Because it's raining that time)
Me:"Meron po, nasa bag."
Manong Driver:"San ka nagtatrabaho?"
Me:"Nag-aaral pa lang po ako."
Manong Driver:"Anong course mo?"
Me:"Masscomm po."
Manong Driver:"San ka nag-aaral?"
Me:"PCU po."
Manong Driver:"Ah. Magtapos ka ah. Wag ka muna mag-asawa. Pag nag-asawa ka agad, sasabunutan kita."
Me:"Opo. Hehe."

Yup, he said that. And I will not forgot what he had said to me that day. That made me realize that I really need to finish my study because there people who look up to me and they want to see me successful. Not only manong driver but also my family.

And Manong Driver always asking me if I have an umbrella everytime I'm his passenger whether it's raining or not, and still I don't know why. But good thing I always bring my umbrella in my bag. Hehee! And don't worry manong driver, I will not get married until I reach 28. And of course until I didn't find the man that I will spend my life with. Haha! I promise to look for you when I finally finish my studies and have a good job. Thanks for reminding me! :)

#KiligNinja

Me: "Sarap magtrabaho sa abs! Hintayin niyo ko dyan after 2yrs! Hahaha!"
Crushie: "goodluck idol :)"
Me: "Hahahaha panuorin mo ko idol :))"
Crushie: "Sige. Yung buwis buhay din dapat ah. :))"

Waaaahhhh!! Medyo badboy siya sa part na yun pero kilig! Hihihi! :"""> See you tomorrow, crushie!! 😍

Pokers ♥

I don't usually talk about them here. Because obviously, I always blog my stressful and heartbreaking moments only. But it doesn't mean that I forget them already. They will always have a space in my heart. Cheesy!

So POKERS are my friends since 3rd yr highschool. I forgot when and why we became friends. All I know is that the group was made last Nov 1, 2009 by I don't know who among them made it. Haha! And you know why we chose the name "POKERS"? Long story. Haha. But I'm not the one who chose it. Ewan ko sakanila. Basta, we came from different sections that time. Oh, wait. Only St. Boniface and St. Lorenzo. Ya! Most of us came from Boniface while the rest are from Lorenzo. So basically, "bestfriends" mga sections namin that time. Or kami lang? Hehe. Kasama ng Boni ang Enzo when it comes to kalokohan. And we're part of it, of course.

Syempre nagaaway-away din kami. I remember that one time when they stopped talking with each other. Yung walang pansinan. And I don't know what happened. I don't have any idea how it started. Basta magkakasama kami nung recess but still walang pansinan. Weird! But gladly, yun palang yung nagging ayaw namin. Actually hindi siya away. It was just a tampuhan. Away bata. Hehe.

Then nung 4th yr high, nagkahiwa-hiwalay na kami. Separated ang sections namin because we don't block sections during highschool. So whether you like it or not, you are not able to choose your section. So, ayun nga. We spread out, but the friendship still remains. The kalokohan remains.

And then the graduation came. At syempre, we need to separate ways. Hindi naman pwedeng pare-parehas kami ng university na papasukan. Pwede naman, but mahirap. Basta hindi pala pwede. Ayun, goodbye highschool memories and hello, college!

The last time we were complete was during Emang's 18th. And that was also the first time we met after graduation. So sobrang precious ng araw na yun. Tas after that, hindi na naulit.

I'm sure nagkikita-kita naman sila cause they are all from Tondo. And nakita ko sila ulit last week. And it was not planned nor napag-usapan. Biglaan lang. Tapos nagkaron ng "reunion" daw which is hindi ako nakapunta because may biglaan lakad ang fam. 😩 So ayun, malaungkot syempre pero they know naman my reason why they don't see me more often. Bukod sa busy kami lahat, I live in a far far away land.

But my love for them will never change kahit madami akong group of friends. I have Superfriends, Tropang Bigatin, Ambrose, Boniface, College friends, etc. Oh, diba! Ms. Congeniality award goes to me!! 👸 The hardest part having lots of group of fiends is when you didn't how to manage your time especially your money. Mahirap! Masakit sa bulsa and isa lang ang body ko. So, kung magkasabay-sabay man ang lakad, I really need to choose where I will go. And that's what I hate. So, hangga't kaya kong I-manage, I will.

And that's it! More stories of Pokers to come! It's still Nov 1, so Happy Pokers Day!! I love you guys from the Bikini Bottom of my heart! I can't wait not to say "I miss yous" anymore kasi nga we are able to see each other more often na. So for now, I miss you, guys already and see you soonest, loves!! 💕💋

(Count on me now playing... 🎧)

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HAPPY 4 YEARS AND COUNTING!! 👏👌👊👍 HAPPY POKERS DAY! 😘💕❤🎆🎈🎂💩😍♥

"Hey there, it's me here. I just wanted to write something to you. I wanted to tell you I love you. I wanted to tell you that although you think that I don't know you exist, I do. I know all those nights you've stayed up to get me to notice you. I know about all the arguments you've had with your parents to see me. I know. I thank you for this. For all the ridiculous amounts of money you've spent to see me, and it's insane. I know about all the friends you've made through me and I think this is the most beautiful thing in the world. In fact darling, I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world. I love you more than life and I want you to know that the hugs you wish you could share with me, I want to share with you too. I wish I could be with you to spare all those hours you've sat restless for something as minute as a wave from me. As much as I love you my darling, there is something I need to tell you. I want to share with you that I'm in love. I'm in love with a girl and she is not you. I love you too though, I will always love you too. I would not be where I am without you. But this girl, she makes my heart flutter. You do too. But she is the one for me. I know this shatters your heart, and there is probably a tear escaping your pretty oval eye but I'm hoping you can muster up a smile for me darling. Because my happiness is your happiness, isn't it? This girl is the one for me. I've said that but I truly mean it. One day, there will be someone who makes you feel the same way I do. He will make your heart flutter and your cheeks go bright red just like they do for me. But there will be a deep sinking feeling in your stomach of true love. Darling don't you feel that way about me, do you? I'm sorry if I said I love you too and got your hopes up, but I really do love you. I know he will mean more than you than I ever did. Please find him and embrace him. I will always love you darling, and I know you will do the same. I hope you find the one for you who can stay up until 3 in the morning talking to you in the dark. Because I've found the one I can do this with. You deserve it too. You're more than just a fan to me, darling. You too are my sunshine."

- your sunshine

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Where it all starts

Ganto kasi yun. Alam niyo ba kung bakit ko naging crushie si crushie?

Remember classmate ko siya sa Basketball class, diba? One time, Dini-dribble ko yung isang ball na kulay black na siya tas mabaho. Eh, crushie is holding another ball. Much better ball than what I am holding. Tas bigla siyang nagsalita...

(Flashback)
*Dini-dribble ko yung bola kasi may drill kami that time*
Crushie: "Wag mo na gamitin yan. Mabaho yan eh. Eto nalang gamitin mo." *Sabay abot nung ball na hawak niya*
Me: "Huh?" *nashock tas medyo lutang*
Me: "Ah, hehe. Sige." *sabay talikod tas smile w matching kilig* HAHAHA

Ayun nga. Dun nagsimula ang lahat. I start to call him crushie that time kasi nga I didn't know his name pa. Plus the fact na napa-elibs niya ko w his basketball skills. Bihira lang ako ma-elibs ng ganun ah! Iba siya. Basta! Kinilig ako eh. Ba't ba! :")

LET ME BE THE ONE WHO CALLS YOU BABY ALL THE TIME ♥

Ser Chip ♥

Basketball Class.. 1 vs 1 (Boys)

Crushie is playing for the championship game. And our boys are calling them with different names like, NIGRU (which is very funny because of the way how they spelled it hahaha), Pa-wiz khalifa, Jollibee, and Ser Chip (which is crushie just because he's singkit haha). They even call him Chowking hahaha! So they we're cheering and making noise by making the seats like drums in areneta and arena, and us girls are just laughing. So everytime crushie holds the ball and shoots it, I automatically clap my hands and shout. Haha! Idc.

Me: Go, Ser Chip! (kinda awkward shout because I'm shy to my classmates kasi they might think na crush ko siya which is true HAHAHAHA)

Boys: "Yun oh!" "Naks!!" "Ayieee" (With matching drum rolls and shout)

Me: *Tago sa likod ni Adi while laughing hahahahaha!*

Didn't expect na magrereact sila ng ganun kasi medyo hininaan ko na yung sigaw ko, but still ganun padin. Hahah! #KiligNinja

3rd year college

Eto yung time na mafefeel mo na college ka na talaga. 

Yung tipong first day na first day at di mo pa nalalanghap amoy ng room, classmate at prof mo, eh may sandamakmak na assignments ka na. 

Dito yung mas tumitindi mga drama ng mga taong nakapaligid sayo. Yung tipong nasa totoong buhay ka naman at wala sa teleserye pero kung makapag-inarte mga tao daig pa eksena sa Ina, Kapatid, Anak. 

Pag 3rd yr, karamihan lumalablyf na. Legal age na eh! May mga nagkakaron, meron ding nawawalan. May mga tao namang wala naman silang problema ng jowa nila pero nag-iisip padin ng ipoproblema at pagaawayan nila tapos mag-aaway tapos magb-break tpaos mag-dadrama sa twitter, facebook, tumblr at di pa pinatawad, pati sa GM! Bakit nga ba? Para lambingin? Tsss. O, para IN? Eh, pano kung matuluyan? Shot at iyak nalang. 

Buti pa ko tropa tropa chill lang huehuehue. Lolsie

Sa 3rd yr din nagkakalabasan ng kasipagan. Syempre, bawal na umasa sa tropa. Kung pasado ka at bagsak sila, ganun talaga! Paunahan nalang grumaduate. Hehe


Dito din lumalabas mga talento ng bawat isa. Dito mas tumataas yung pressure. Bawal mag-procastinate dahil for sure, di ka aabot dahil sa 3rd yr, time is gold. Bawal pasaway. Sunod sa rules kahit labag sa loob mo. Whether you like it or not, you'll like it. 

3rd yr! Isang taon nalang ng pasakit at paghihirap, gagraduate na kami. SANA. Maipasa lang namin lahat ng major major subjects, makapag-ojt both broad and print, tas matapos ang thesis, oks na! Bawing bawi na! Ayoko mag-waiver. Ayoko na bumalik sa PCU para lang sa thesis. Nasa bucketlist ko ang makatapos. Kaya ngayon, nagsisipag na ko. NO to destructions  and bullshits. I'm keeping myself close to people with positivity. Layo-layo muna sa mga hindi nakakatulong hangga't may time. Bahala sila.  

;)

Confessions

Bibitaw na ko. Hindi naman ako masaya eh. Hindi siya yung gusto ko. Wala siya sa mga standards ko. Hindi ako worth for him. Hindi ko kayang suklian mga pinapakita niya.Hindi ako ang para sakanya. Hanggang "Bestfriends" lang ang kaya kong i-afford. Nag-expect siya ng more than that dahil sa pinakita ko. Akala niya the feeling is mutual. It's my fault. Sana bumalik na kami sa dati. Sasaktan ko lang siya pag tinuloy pa 'to. Wala talaga eh. At the end of the day, hindi siya yung nasa isip ko. It's not him I want to end up with. SORRY BUT NOT SORRY. 

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After 3 years of being stuck  to my pathetic EX boyfriend who broke my heart, I can feel that "kilig feeling" again. He fetched me to school (of course there's that meet and greet with my friends and he's shy daw asar!) and accompanied me to home. We rode on a bus, talking, laughing for one hour (he even said "sana traffic" ugh), walked from the tricycle station up to my house. I let him go inside our small house because there's no one inside, but my cousin saw him that made me introduced him to him. We stayed there for whom 20 minutes, make him eat, drink and rest for a while. We had our "kulitan moments" until I let him go home. By then, i'm the one who accompany him to the bus stop. We walked again for minutes while having our kulitan. When we are waiting, he placed his arms on my side and I placed mine on his shoulders. And when the bus came, we said our goodbyes to each other and guess what? He kissed me, but just on the hair!! But it's... :">

UGH

Where will I start? Uhm.. okay. here it goes. Si ano kase, he has that "something" for me. And then he's, you know sweet, but it's unusual for me because we like to brawl with each other. And then.... Putangina, may nanliligaw sakin pero ewan ko kung matutuwa ba ko or what!!! Feeling ko ang unfair ko sakanya pag pinagpatuloy ko pa 'to! Puta, second chance na 'to! Hindi kami natuloy nung 4th yr ako dahil sa hayup na D na yan dahil di ako maka-move on sakanya! Pero he's still here kahit na nagka-girlfriend na siya na batchmate din namin. That's why I feel like I am being unfair to him dahil naman sa punyetang G na 'to na kahit minsan di man lang ako napansin at wala atang balak pansinin ako!! Yung hindi man lang niya alam kung gano ko siya kagusto at mahigit isang taon ko na siya hinihiling kay Lord at pinagbubuhusan ng efforts!!!! Deputa! Eto paaa... Feeling ko he's just bored or I was his option slash second choice slash rebound girl dahil niloko siya nung ex niya!! Langya!! Pero I know him, at alam ko kung sincere siya or hindi. Hindi pa kami pero nagakakaganto na ko, pano pa kaya if ever sagutin ko siya, baka mas mabilis pa sa wedding ni Kim Kardashian at Kris Humphries yung relationship namin dahil sa kagagahan ko! Sayang effort niya sakin if I'll stay like this.  I'm not worth his time and effort and everything. Isa pa... yung sasabihin ng iba! Ang hirap pag maliit lang yung mundong ginagalawan niyo, not literally. Pero yung group of friends niyo. Although may bagong bf na yung ex niya na niloko siya, I'm still sure that there's still a part of her na ayaw niya maging masaya yung ex niya at magpapaka-selfish muna siya. So, in the end, magagalit siya sakin at pag-uusapan ng mga friends niyang walang ginawa kundi mag-pacute at mag-babytalk kasama na din yung boyfriend niyang tropa ng ex niya! Leche. Nakakaloko! Haaaaaaayyyy! What should I do?! Hiniling ko 'to eh! But not complicated like this! Smh. 

Motivated!

"I'm not sure where I want to go, or who I want to be. All I know is that, ten years from now, I hope that I am happy."

Motivations... Motivations... Motivations! I'm getting too much of it from the people around me. Just so you know,  3rd yr college na po ako. I'm currently in the state of "knowing who you are and who you want to be." I'm few more steps to real life. You know, work, jobs, family, real things. And gusto ko na marating yun. I want to graduate, have the job that I love, have my own family, gusto ko makabawi sa parents ko and to those who helped us when we are in need. I want to buy those things na hindi ko makuha nung nag-aaral pa ko. I want to treat myself and my siblings and my friends from my very first paycheck. Kahit gano pa siya kaliit. I want to live a wealthy life! Who doesn't? And I just want to be happy when the time comes. And that's what keeps me motivated. I remember my relatives everytime na pinupuri nila ko at pinagmamalaki sa iba kong pinsan and kahit sa ibang tao kasi masipag daw ako mag-aral. Meron pa nga na my tita made me an example for my cousin to study hard. I heard her telling my tito, "Alam mo ba ginagawa kong model yang si Badeth kay Yuki! Sabi ko, gayahin niya Ate Badeth niya! Aral muna bago mag-boyfriend!" My titas even make me a tutor of their kids. Although it's not that hard kase I'm years ahead to them. Mga basic, ganun. And I'm telling them naman if I can't help them or if I don't know what's the answer. They even make me do this, do that, as if I know everything. I love helping! It's just that they have a high expectation when it comes to me. Ugh, if only they know. Napangiti ako that time. Naisip ko, may mga tao pa palang naniniwala sakin. Sa kakayahan ko. Masipag naman akong mag-aral eh. Nung elementary and highschool. But nung college, di ko na masyado kinakaya lahat. Ewan ko, kinukulang ako sa effort. No more spoon-feeding na kase. Tsaka ikaw na talaga ang bahala sa buhay mo. It's up to you kung gagawin mo lahat or makikisabay ka sa agos or wala. As in wala. Pag nakakakuha ko ng 3, masaya na ko. Ika nga nila, di baleng hindi mataas basta pasado. Ganyan sa college. Pero habang tumatagal, nahihiya kong ipalita mga classcards kong nagmumura sa 2.50, 2.75, 3.00 sa parents ko. Hindi kase ganun ang expectation nila sakin. I think I will disappoint them. Not only my parents, but my relatives who believe in me. Taray ko, diba? Dami supporters. Kaya simula nun, I realized that I need to stusy harder. Not just hard, but HARDER. Pero isa lang makakatulong sakin. Me, myself and I. Kaya naisipan kong magsipag na sa pag-aaral simula ngayong sem. Hindi ko lang naisipan, syempre kelangan kong gawin. I need a change! If I want something good for me in the future, I need to start as early as possible. I need to start now! Gusto kong may mapatunayan sa lahat. Ayoko madisappoint mga taong andyan para sumuporta. Gusto ko magamit lahat ng pinaghirapan ko habang nag-aaral. I want my family to be proud of me even once in my life. I want to pay them back. Gusto ko magsuot ng black na toga while holding my diploma. I want to work not just for a living, but to be satisfied and be contented. Ayoko magsisi sa bandang huli. I just want to be happy and successful. That's all I want. Is that too much to ask for? B.

MEDYO RANT

PUNYETA. GUSTONG GUSTO KO MAG-BLOG NGAYON, KASO DI KO ALAM ANO I-BBLOG KO. PUTA, NAKAKAINIS! NUNG ISANG ARAW PA KO GANITO. ANG DAMING PUMAPASOK SA ISIP KO PERO DI KO NAMAN MAI-TYPE, PUTA. MAGMUMURA NALANG MUNA KO PARA CUTE, TANGINIS! NAFU-FRUSTRATE TALAGA KO PAG GANITO! GUSTO KONG I-BLOG YUNG GANITO, GANYAN, YUNG ANO, YUNG GANON. LECHE! UMUULAN PA NAMAN. MY PERFECT WEATHER FOR BLOGGING, PERO ANO? WALA! NGA-NGA! DEPUTA! ANG DAMI-DAMI KONG DRAFTS PERO DI KO MAN LANG MAITULOY KAHIT ISA. NA-LECHE NA! ANG DAMI KONG SUBJECT AND TOPICS PERO DI KO MAGAWAN NG LAMAN. TANGINUUH! SANA BUKAS LUMAWAK NA PAG-IISIP KO AT TUMABA NA UTAK KO AT SANA PATAWARIN AKO NI LORD SA PAGMUMURA KO. hahahuhu

HASHTAG MEDYO BADGIRL
HASHTAG MEDYO RANT
HASHTAG CAPSLOCK PARA INTENSE

Shuffled.

That you should've bought me flowers 

and held my hand

Should've gave me all your hours 

when you had the chance

Take me to every party cause I wanted to do was dance

Now your baby is dancing

But I'm dancing with another man

Too young

Too dumb

To realize

meanie me ;)

In my 17 years of existence, I learned that HATE is such a strong word. And I decided to use UNLIKE more often. So, let me rephrase it, "I don't hate you. I just don't like you." It's two different words.

Throwback

May 6, 2012. 
It's been a year since this memorable moment for the Purefoods franchise, the BMEG Planet and mostly to Denzel Bowles happened. If you're a fan of Bmeg or even a TnT fan, you surely know this very emotional and crucial moment. If you're a ka-planeta, you surely love what happened. And if you're a ka-tropa, we surely know that this is a nightmare.

I can still remember this day. A sad day for me because I want to watch Game 7/last game of Commissioners Cup finals of Bmeg Llamados and TNT Tropang Texters, but we went to Bulacan and QC for some family matters. While we were in the car going home, we turn on the radio and put it on the station where they have a live coverage of the game. (i don't know what station it is) I forgot what quarter it is, but I can hear the noise of the fans and the commentators mentioning every bit of the game. We are all quiet inside the car because it is so hard to understand what the commentators are saying because it is an AM station. (Malabo pag AM station) So, every time the commentators mention anyone from bmeg who gets a point, dun lang kami mag-iingay. Usually, "Woooh!", "Yes!!", but me, mas bumibilis ang heartbeat ko. Idunno. Maybe cause of happiness, excitement, kaba. Ewan. So, nung nasa house na kami, takbo agad sila sa harap ng tv. Pero ako sa cr tumakbo for some ugh reasons. Hahahaha. Naabutan naming part, eh yung part that changed the destiny of the llamados. Yung part na muntik magpagiba sa Araneta because of the happiest fans on earth at that moment.  Yung part na nagpa-iyak kay Bowles at Cap Alvin pati na din buong bmeg planet. Etong part na 'to: 

Bowles' clutch freethrows. 2 shots that will tie the game. For him, do or die na ang shot na 'to. This is a chance that God has given to bmeg. Kung di maipasok, wala. Kaya grabe nalang ang emotion ng bawat isa. For only a few seconds, na-foul si Bowles so he needs to take 2 freethrows na magsasalba sa kanila and will lead them to OT. Hindi pa nga narinig yung pito ng referee dahil sa ingay sa loob. Syempre intense na. James Yap missed his shot. Bowles with a rebound and putback but missed it also. They thought TnT got the W. But the refs reviewed the last sequence and they found out na na-foul si Bowles. As you can see, namumugto na mga mata ni bowles bago pa man siya mag-freethrow. So, nung first try.. Pasok! Konti nalang iiyak na siya. I bet he's shaking that time. Kahit sino mangangatog pag nasayo ang pag-asa para manalo. He takes the second shot and made it! Bowles breakdown at that moment as well as the captain. Cap hugged him and all his teammates hugged him also. And the fans are chanting "B-MEG! B-MEG! " Yung moment na nilamon nila ng buo yung TnT fans. Lahat naging emotional. Kami sa bahay, sobrang saya. Sobrang ingay. May torotot pa nga kami nun eh. Hahaha! The one that we used during newyear. And I'll admit it, naluha ako sa part na yun. Ayoko umiyak kasi mejo OA. Pero that freethrows are the best freethrows EVER. Freethrows that made us all happy. Freethrows na nagpaluha sakin at sa mga ka-planeta. Napaka-memorable. I love you, Bowles. You're worth the"Best Import" award. 

Here we go the overtime. Bawal makampante. Tuloy ang laban. 5 more minutes until we get there. Konting push nalang. Siguro nga it's for them talaga. Kasi mga shots ng TnT, di na pumapasok. Daming na-injured na players nila. Daming na-fouled out including their import. Wala na. Humina na yung signal sa loob. Hindi para sakanila 'to. Para sa Bmeg 'to. Para malinaw, eto: 

Overtime. Ang saya  diba? Tuluyan na naging "Monster" si MonsterBowles. He's UnstoppaBowles. He's loving the moment. Para sakanya yun. The spotlights are on him. Siya ang bida. Siya ang hero. Basta napaka-saya. Ang sarap matulog. Ang sarap kumain. Nakakatuwa. Kaya lalong minahal ko ang team na 'to. Feeling ko nga kasama na ko sa coaching staff eh. Hahaha. We are the happiest fans on Earth that night. Ano ang umiral? PUSO. (♥) 

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Wanna know why I throwback this? Pinanood ko kasi 'to after ng game nila kanina. I still get goosebumps. At naluluha padin ako pag pinapanuod 'to. Haha. Talo kasi sila ngayon. Di sila nakapasok sa finals. Di nila nadefend yung crown. Yung crown na pinaghirapan nila a year ago. Madaming drama all over the conf. Madaming injuries. Madaming failures. Madaming trades. Ang daming nawala this conf. Josh, Jc and Jonas. They're traded for Najorda, Mallari and Alvarez. I don't know kung ano strategy ni coach Tim at nilipat niya yung 3 magagaling na players niya, although sabi nila magaling naman yung pumalit. Si Mallari palang naa-appreciate ko. Najorda... hmmm kinda. Alvarez.. kinda bangko. Hehe. Pero pag pinasok naman siya, keri naman niya. They started 0-3. Olats na olats. Di pa si Bowles unang import kasi nasa China pa siya that time pero nagbalik siya. And the team ended up on 3rd. Nasa ilalim, napunta sa itaas. Yan ang boylets ko! Hehehe. Di ko sinisisi si Coach Tim kung bakit inconsistent sila this conf. He's my favorite coach aside from Coach Richard. Hahahaha. Coach Tim has the heart of a champion. No dirty tactics. Pure basketball. Lahat ng moves niya, may rason. Di basta basta. He's the Coach who has the most number of championships. Way back nung nasa Alaska pa siya, which is the team na nakatalo sakanila ngayon. Ngayon lang nanalo Alaska sa bmeg/smc since Tim Cone left them. Walang dapat sisihin. Nag-iba kasi sila ng line-up ngayon kaya di pa makuha ang tamang timpla. At naniniwala kami na next conf, babawi sila ng BIGTIME. Babawi sila ni Blakely if ever siya ulit ang import. Alam na nila ang tamang timpla. Mananalo na sila. Para sakanila na 'to. Itaga niyo sa bato. Bukod sa mga boylets ko at sa mga fans, isa na ko sa pinakamalungkot na tao sa mga oras na 'to. Masakit kaya. I've been fangirling and supporting them since day 1 and I don't have regrets. Thank you Denzel for being your best this conf! The fans hope na matuloy yung "naturalization" mo para player ka na talaga ng PBA. Thank you for bringing the team to semis! Di man umabot ng finals, at di ka man ang best import, you're still our best import ever. Dami mong tinulong sa  team. Balik ka next year ha? Bring back the "monster" you! Goodluck! To the team naman, bounceback, boys! Even the best fall down sometimes, diba? Hehe. Puso lang! We have the heart of champion! Cheer up! Mas masarap padin ang kape. Hihi. xx B.