19 things I learned in 19 years.

1. The earth's shape isn't round. It's oblate spheroid.
2. It's okay to be weird than to be absolutely boring.
3. GOD is bigger than your fears! +
4. PLAGIARISM IS A SIN!!
5. God heals the brokenhearted -- Psalm 147:3 ❤
6. Everything falls. It's gravity and it's okay.
7. Tweety bird is a boy!
8. Knowing the difference between YOUR shit and YOU'RE shit.
9. We accept the love we think we deserve.
10. There are 7,994,280,482 people in the world and none of them gives a fuck.
11. Phineas isn't a pizza!
12. Haters gonna hate!
13. What you see, what you hear, when you leave, leave it here.
14. Violets are blue and not violet...
15. a x b = c
16. Make sure your grammar is correct!
17. The world isn't a wish granting factory.
18. Silence is better than bullshit.
19. And lastly, I learned that I cannot make someone love me. All I can do is to be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

Photos w Crushie! ♥

 

 

Yup, I covered our faces there because of some... hehe! Anyways, that's during our PE Interclass where he's the player and I'm his fangirl slash teammate slash photographer slash girlfriend. And the last part was just a joke. Lol. *kilig*

 

What's w the umbrella thing?

There is this old manong (redundant? hehe) tricycle driver here in our village na I always ride on his tricycle tuwing palabas ako. Ilang times ko na din siya nasasakyan everytime I go outside. The last time was early this morning then yesterday din. And you know what he's always asking me? "May dala ka bang payong?" Same question everytime I ride on his tricycle. Minsan minumukaan niya pa ko bago magtanong. Tas pag tinitigan niya ko, I already know what's next. Then I'll answer him, "Meron po, nasa bag ko." "Aah, buti naman. Sige."

I can still remember nung unang tinanong niya ko about it. I don't think  that's the first time I ride on his tricycle, but it's the first time he asked me about my umbrella. And not only my umbrella, but some realizations for me, I guess.

Manong Driver:"May payong ka ba, ne?" (Because it's raining that time)
Me:"Meron po, nasa bag."
Manong Driver:"San ka nagtatrabaho?"
Me:"Nag-aaral pa lang po ako."
Manong Driver:"Anong course mo?"
Me:"Masscomm po."
Manong Driver:"San ka nag-aaral?"
Me:"PCU po."
Manong Driver:"Ah. Magtapos ka ah. Wag ka muna mag-asawa. Pag nag-asawa ka agad, sasabunutan kita."
Me:"Opo. Hehe."

Yup, he said that. And I will not forgot what he had said to me that day. That made me realize that I really need to finish my study because there people who look up to me and they want to see me successful. Not only manong driver but also my family.

And Manong Driver always asking me if I have an umbrella everytime I'm his passenger whether it's raining or not, and still I don't know why. But good thing I always bring my umbrella in my bag. Hehee! And don't worry manong driver, I will not get married until I reach 28. And of course until I didn't find the man that I will spend my life with. Haha! I promise to look for you when I finally finish my studies and have a good job. Thanks for reminding me! :)

#KiligNinja

Me: "Sarap magtrabaho sa abs! Hintayin niyo ko dyan after 2yrs! Hahaha!"
Crushie: "goodluck idol :)"
Me: "Hahahaha panuorin mo ko idol :))"
Crushie: "Sige. Yung buwis buhay din dapat ah. :))"

Waaaahhhh!! Medyo badboy siya sa part na yun pero kilig! Hihihi! :"""> See you tomorrow, crushie!! 😍

Pokers ♥

I don't usually talk about them here. Because obviously, I always blog my stressful and heartbreaking moments only. But it doesn't mean that I forget them already. They will always have a space in my heart. Cheesy!

So POKERS are my friends since 3rd yr highschool. I forgot when and why we became friends. All I know is that the group was made last Nov 1, 2009 by I don't know who among them made it. Haha! And you know why we chose the name "POKERS"? Long story. Haha. But I'm not the one who chose it. Ewan ko sakanila. Basta, we came from different sections that time. Oh, wait. Only St. Boniface and St. Lorenzo. Ya! Most of us came from Boniface while the rest are from Lorenzo. So basically, "bestfriends" mga sections namin that time. Or kami lang? Hehe. Kasama ng Boni ang Enzo when it comes to kalokohan. And we're part of it, of course.

Syempre nagaaway-away din kami. I remember that one time when they stopped talking with each other. Yung walang pansinan. And I don't know what happened. I don't have any idea how it started. Basta magkakasama kami nung recess but still walang pansinan. Weird! But gladly, yun palang yung nagging ayaw namin. Actually hindi siya away. It was just a tampuhan. Away bata. Hehe.

Then nung 4th yr high, nagkahiwa-hiwalay na kami. Separated ang sections namin because we don't block sections during highschool. So whether you like it or not, you are not able to choose your section. So, ayun nga. We spread out, but the friendship still remains. The kalokohan remains.

And then the graduation came. At syempre, we need to separate ways. Hindi naman pwedeng pare-parehas kami ng university na papasukan. Pwede naman, but mahirap. Basta hindi pala pwede. Ayun, goodbye highschool memories and hello, college!

The last time we were complete was during Emang's 18th. And that was also the first time we met after graduation. So sobrang precious ng araw na yun. Tas after that, hindi na naulit.

I'm sure nagkikita-kita naman sila cause they are all from Tondo. And nakita ko sila ulit last week. And it was not planned nor napag-usapan. Biglaan lang. Tapos nagkaron ng "reunion" daw which is hindi ako nakapunta because may biglaan lakad ang fam. 😩 So ayun, malaungkot syempre pero they know naman my reason why they don't see me more often. Bukod sa busy kami lahat, I live in a far far away land.

But my love for them will never change kahit madami akong group of friends. I have Superfriends, Tropang Bigatin, Ambrose, Boniface, College friends, etc. Oh, diba! Ms. Congeniality award goes to me!! 👸 The hardest part having lots of group of fiends is when you didn't how to manage your time especially your money. Mahirap! Masakit sa bulsa and isa lang ang body ko. So, kung magkasabay-sabay man ang lakad, I really need to choose where I will go. And that's what I hate. So, hangga't kaya kong I-manage, I will.

And that's it! More stories of Pokers to come! It's still Nov 1, so Happy Pokers Day!! I love you guys from the Bikini Bottom of my heart! I can't wait not to say "I miss yous" anymore kasi nga we are able to see each other more often na. So for now, I miss you, guys already and see you soonest, loves!! 💕💋

(Count on me now playing... 🎧)

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HAPPY 4 YEARS AND COUNTING!! 👏👌👊👍 HAPPY POKERS DAY! 😘💕❤🎆🎈🎂💩😍♥

"Hey there, it's me here. I just wanted to write something to you. I wanted to tell you I love you. I wanted to tell you that although you think that I don't know you exist, I do. I know all those nights you've stayed up to get me to notice you. I know about all the arguments you've had with your parents to see me. I know. I thank you for this. For all the ridiculous amounts of money you've spent to see me, and it's insane. I know about all the friends you've made through me and I think this is the most beautiful thing in the world. In fact darling, I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world. I love you more than life and I want you to know that the hugs you wish you could share with me, I want to share with you too. I wish I could be with you to spare all those hours you've sat restless for something as minute as a wave from me. As much as I love you my darling, there is something I need to tell you. I want to share with you that I'm in love. I'm in love with a girl and she is not you. I love you too though, I will always love you too. I would not be where I am without you. But this girl, she makes my heart flutter. You do too. But she is the one for me. I know this shatters your heart, and there is probably a tear escaping your pretty oval eye but I'm hoping you can muster up a smile for me darling. Because my happiness is your happiness, isn't it? This girl is the one for me. I've said that but I truly mean it. One day, there will be someone who makes you feel the same way I do. He will make your heart flutter and your cheeks go bright red just like they do for me. But there will be a deep sinking feeling in your stomach of true love. Darling don't you feel that way about me, do you? I'm sorry if I said I love you too and got your hopes up, but I really do love you. I know he will mean more than you than I ever did. Please find him and embrace him. I will always love you darling, and I know you will do the same. I hope you find the one for you who can stay up until 3 in the morning talking to you in the dark. Because I've found the one I can do this with. You deserve it too. You're more than just a fan to me, darling. You too are my sunshine."

- your sunshine

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