3rd year college

Eto yung time na mafefeel mo na college ka na talaga. 

Yung tipong first day na first day at di mo pa nalalanghap amoy ng room, classmate at prof mo, eh may sandamakmak na assignments ka na. 

Dito yung mas tumitindi mga drama ng mga taong nakapaligid sayo. Yung tipong nasa totoong buhay ka naman at wala sa teleserye pero kung makapag-inarte mga tao daig pa eksena sa Ina, Kapatid, Anak. 

Pag 3rd yr, karamihan lumalablyf na. Legal age na eh! May mga nagkakaron, meron ding nawawalan. May mga tao namang wala naman silang problema ng jowa nila pero nag-iisip padin ng ipoproblema at pagaawayan nila tapos mag-aaway tapos magb-break tpaos mag-dadrama sa twitter, facebook, tumblr at di pa pinatawad, pati sa GM! Bakit nga ba? Para lambingin? Tsss. O, para IN? Eh, pano kung matuluyan? Shot at iyak nalang. 

Buti pa ko tropa tropa chill lang huehuehue. Lolsie

Sa 3rd yr din nagkakalabasan ng kasipagan. Syempre, bawal na umasa sa tropa. Kung pasado ka at bagsak sila, ganun talaga! Paunahan nalang grumaduate. Hehe


Dito din lumalabas mga talento ng bawat isa. Dito mas tumataas yung pressure. Bawal mag-procastinate dahil for sure, di ka aabot dahil sa 3rd yr, time is gold. Bawal pasaway. Sunod sa rules kahit labag sa loob mo. Whether you like it or not, you'll like it. 

3rd yr! Isang taon nalang ng pasakit at paghihirap, gagraduate na kami. SANA. Maipasa lang namin lahat ng major major subjects, makapag-ojt both broad and print, tas matapos ang thesis, oks na! Bawing bawi na! Ayoko mag-waiver. Ayoko na bumalik sa PCU para lang sa thesis. Nasa bucketlist ko ang makatapos. Kaya ngayon, nagsisipag na ko. NO to destructions  and bullshits. I'm keeping myself close to people with positivity. Layo-layo muna sa mga hindi nakakatulong hangga't may time. Bahala sila.  

;)

Note to self:

Just do more of what makes you happy. :)

 I did! I just made myself happy yesterday. And even people around me are happy. And I don't care if others don't like seeing me happy. At least, I am. Redundant happYness. HAHA. I love it when people tell me the truth. When they tell me they like me, my personality, my attitude. Especially compliments. I love compliments! Who doesn't? Yesterday, I decided to do what I supposed to do. To know what is my worth and where should I be. Started yesterday, I decided not to care. I don't have fucks to give. No more tears to shed for them. For them who are not worth it. I know they love me, and I too. And I know there are still people who believe and understand me. And I should focus on them more. Yesterday, is the start of my break to all bullshits. But I will probably miss every part of them. Our 2nd year is finally over. And I'm hoping for a year of less talk, less noise, less shits and less drama. 

Ginawa ko kung ano ang alam kong tama. Di man sila maging masaya, at least ako masaya. Di man nila maintindihan, at least alam kong meron pading nakakaintindi bukod sakin. Selfish na kung selfish. Pero sabi nga nila, gawin mo kung ano ang magpapasaya sayo. Dun ka kung san ka masaya. Sinunod ko lang naman sila. - B.