Friday, November 01, 2013
Thursday, October 31, 2013
"Hey there, it's me here. I just wanted to write something to you. I wanted to tell you I love you. I wanted to tell you that although you think that I don't know you exist, I do. I know all those nights you've stayed up to get me to notice you. I know about all the arguments you've had with your parents to see me. I know. I thank you for this. For all the ridiculous amounts of money you've spent to see me, and it's insane. I know about all the friends you've made through me and I think this is the most beautiful thing in the world. In fact darling, I think you are the most beautiful girl in the world. I love you more than life and I want you to know that the hugs you wish you could share with me, I want to share with you too. I wish I could be with you to spare all those hours you've sat restless for something as minute as a wave from me. As much as I love you my darling, there is something I need to tell you. I want to share with you that I'm in love. I'm in love with a girl and she is not you. I love you too though, I will always love you too. I would not be where I am without you. But this girl, she makes my heart flutter. You do too. But she is the one for me. I know this shatters your heart, and there is probably a tear escaping your pretty oval eye but I'm hoping you can muster up a smile for me darling. Because my happiness is your happiness, isn't it? This girl is the one for me. I've said that but I truly mean it. One day, there will be someone who makes you feel the same way I do. He will make your heart flutter and your cheeks go bright red just like they do for me. But there will be a deep sinking feeling in your stomach of true love. Darling don't you feel that way about me, do you? I'm sorry if I said I love you too and got your hopes up, but I really do love you. I know he will mean more than you than I ever did. Please find him and embrace him. I will always love you darling, and I know you will do the same. I hope you find the one for you who can stay up until 3 in the morning talking to you in the dark. Because I've found the one I can do this with. You deserve it too. You're more than just a fan to me, darling. You too are my sunshine."
- your sunshine
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Thursday, October 17, 2013
Where it all starts
Ganto kasi yun. Alam niyo ba kung bakit ko naging crushie si crushie?
Remember classmate ko siya sa Basketball class, diba? One time, Dini-dribble ko yung isang ball na kulay black na siya tas mabaho. Eh, crushie is holding another ball. Much better ball than what I am holding. Tas bigla siyang nagsalita...
(Flashback)
*Dini-dribble ko yung bola kasi may drill kami that time*
Crushie: "Wag mo na gamitin yan. Mabaho yan eh. Eto nalang gamitin mo." *Sabay abot nung ball na hawak niya*
Me: "Huh?" *nashock tas medyo lutang*
Me: "Ah, hehe. Sige." *sabay talikod tas smile w matching kilig* HAHAHA
Ayun nga. Dun nagsimula ang lahat. I start to call him crushie that time kasi nga I didn't know his name pa. Plus the fact na napa-elibs niya ko w his basketball skills. Bihira lang ako ma-elibs ng ganun ah! Iba siya. Basta! Kinilig ako eh. Ba't ba! :")
Remember classmate ko siya sa Basketball class, diba? One time, Dini-dribble ko yung isang ball na kulay black na siya tas mabaho. Eh, crushie is holding another ball. Much better ball than what I am holding. Tas bigla siyang nagsalita...
(Flashback)
*Dini-dribble ko yung bola kasi may drill kami that time*
Crushie: "Wag mo na gamitin yan. Mabaho yan eh. Eto nalang gamitin mo." *Sabay abot nung ball na hawak niya*
Me: "Huh?" *nashock tas medyo lutang*
Me: "Ah, hehe. Sige." *sabay talikod tas smile w matching kilig* HAHAHA
Ayun nga. Dun nagsimula ang lahat. I start to call him crushie that time kasi nga I didn't know his name pa. Plus the fact na napa-elibs niya ko w his basketball skills. Bihira lang ako ma-elibs ng ganun ah! Iba siya. Basta! Kinilig ako eh. Ba't ba! :")
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Friday, August 09, 2013
Ser Chip ♥
Basketball Class.. 1 vs 1 (Boys)
Crushie is playing for the championship game. And our boys are calling them with different names like, NIGRU (which is very funny because of the way how they spelled it hahaha), Pa-wiz khalifa, Jollibee, and Ser Chip (which is crushie just because he's singkit haha). They even call him Chowking hahaha! So they we're cheering and making noise by making the seats like drums in areneta and arena, and us girls are just laughing. So everytime crushie holds the ball and shoots it, I automatically clap my hands and shout. Haha! Idc.
Me: Go, Ser Chip! (kinda awkward shout because I'm shy to my classmates kasi they might think na crush ko siya which is true HAHAHAHA)
Boys: "Yun oh!" "Naks!!" "Ayieee" (With matching drum rolls and shout)
Me: *Tago sa likod ni Adi while laughing hahahahaha!*
Didn't expect na magrereact sila ng ganun kasi medyo hininaan ko na yung sigaw ko, but still ganun padin. Hahah! #KiligNinja
Crushie is playing for the championship game. And our boys are calling them with different names like, NIGRU (which is very funny because of the way how they spelled it hahaha), Pa-wiz khalifa, Jollibee, and Ser Chip (which is crushie just because he's singkit haha). They even call him Chowking hahaha! So they we're cheering and making noise by making the seats like drums in areneta and arena, and us girls are just laughing. So everytime crushie holds the ball and shoots it, I automatically clap my hands and shout. Haha! Idc.
Me: Go, Ser Chip! (kinda awkward shout because I'm shy to my classmates kasi they might think na crush ko siya which is true HAHAHAHA)
Boys: "Yun oh!" "Naks!!" "Ayieee" (With matching drum rolls and shout)
Me: *Tago sa likod ni Adi while laughing hahahahaha!*
Didn't expect na magrereact sila ng ganun kasi medyo hininaan ko na yung sigaw ko, but still ganun padin. Hahah! #KiligNinja
Monday, July 08, 2013
3rd year college
Eto yung time na mafefeel mo na college ka na talaga.
Yung tipong first day na first day at di mo pa nalalanghap amoy ng room, classmate at prof mo, eh may sandamakmak na assignments ka na.
Dito yung mas tumitindi mga drama ng mga taong nakapaligid sayo. Yung tipong nasa totoong buhay ka naman at wala sa teleserye pero kung makapag-inarte mga tao daig pa eksena sa Ina, Kapatid, Anak.
Pag 3rd yr, karamihan lumalablyf na. Legal age na eh! May mga nagkakaron, meron ding nawawalan. May mga tao namang wala naman silang problema ng jowa nila pero nag-iisip padin ng ipoproblema at pagaawayan nila tapos mag-aaway tapos magb-break tpaos mag-dadrama sa twitter, facebook, tumblr at di pa pinatawad, pati sa GM! Bakit nga ba? Para lambingin? Tsss. O, para IN? Eh, pano kung matuluyan? Shot at iyak nalang.
Buti pa ko tropa tropa chill lang huehuehue. Lolsie
Sa 3rd yr din nagkakalabasan ng kasipagan. Syempre, bawal na umasa sa tropa. Kung pasado ka at bagsak sila, ganun talaga! Paunahan nalang grumaduate. Hehe
Dito din lumalabas mga talento ng bawat isa. Dito mas tumataas yung pressure. Bawal mag-procastinate dahil for sure, di ka aabot dahil sa 3rd yr, time is gold. Bawal pasaway. Sunod sa rules kahit labag sa loob mo. Whether you like it or not, you'll like it.
3rd yr! Isang taon nalang ng pasakit at paghihirap, gagraduate na kami. SANA. Maipasa lang namin lahat ng major major subjects, makapag-ojt both broad and print, tas matapos ang thesis, oks na! Bawing bawi na! Ayoko mag-waiver. Ayoko na bumalik sa PCU para lang sa thesis. Nasa bucketlist ko ang makatapos. Kaya ngayon, nagsisipag na ko. NO to destructions and bullshits. I'm keeping myself close to people with positivity. Layo-layo muna sa mga hindi nakakatulong hangga't may time. Bahala sila.
;)
Yung tipong first day na first day at di mo pa nalalanghap amoy ng room, classmate at prof mo, eh may sandamakmak na assignments ka na.
Dito yung mas tumitindi mga drama ng mga taong nakapaligid sayo. Yung tipong nasa totoong buhay ka naman at wala sa teleserye pero kung makapag-inarte mga tao daig pa eksena sa Ina, Kapatid, Anak.
Pag 3rd yr, karamihan lumalablyf na. Legal age na eh! May mga nagkakaron, meron ding nawawalan. May mga tao namang wala naman silang problema ng jowa nila pero nag-iisip padin ng ipoproblema at pagaawayan nila tapos mag-aaway tapos magb-break tpaos mag-dadrama sa twitter, facebook, tumblr at di pa pinatawad, pati sa GM! Bakit nga ba? Para lambingin? Tsss. O, para IN? Eh, pano kung matuluyan? Shot at iyak nalang.
Buti pa ko tropa tropa chill lang huehuehue. Lolsie
Sa 3rd yr din nagkakalabasan ng kasipagan. Syempre, bawal na umasa sa tropa. Kung pasado ka at bagsak sila, ganun talaga! Paunahan nalang grumaduate. Hehe
Dito din lumalabas mga talento ng bawat isa. Dito mas tumataas yung pressure. Bawal mag-procastinate dahil for sure, di ka aabot dahil sa 3rd yr, time is gold. Bawal pasaway. Sunod sa rules kahit labag sa loob mo. Whether you like it or not, you'll like it.
3rd yr! Isang taon nalang ng pasakit at paghihirap, gagraduate na kami. SANA. Maipasa lang namin lahat ng major major subjects, makapag-ojt both broad and print, tas matapos ang thesis, oks na! Bawing bawi na! Ayoko mag-waiver. Ayoko na bumalik sa PCU para lang sa thesis. Nasa bucketlist ko ang makatapos. Kaya ngayon, nagsisipag na ko. NO to destructions and bullshits. I'm keeping myself close to people with positivity. Layo-layo muna sa mga hindi nakakatulong hangga't may time. Bahala sila.
;)
Wednesday, July 03, 2013
Confessions
Bibitaw na ko. Hindi naman ako masaya eh. Hindi siya yung gusto ko. Wala siya sa mga standards ko. Hindi ako worth for him. Hindi ko kayang suklian mga pinapakita niya.Hindi ako ang para sakanya. Hanggang "Bestfriends" lang ang kaya kong i-afford. Nag-expect siya ng more than that dahil sa pinakita ko. Akala niya the feeling is mutual. It's my fault. Sana bumalik na kami sa dati. Sasaktan ko lang siya pag tinuloy pa 'to. Wala talaga eh. At the end of the day, hindi siya yung nasa isip ko. It's not him I want to end up with. SORRY BUT NOT SORRY.
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